Sunday, November 9, 2008

so eileen has a new bffl.so what am i now.excuse me for hallucinating/being paranoid.but the whole world is hiding stuffs from me.like as usual,i dont matter enuf for ppl's concern.like nvr the 1st.maybe ul say,get use to it already.but im tryin!
ok.so i got my 'new' piano.kawaii upright grand.hope i dont regret for this.
i got a few wishes to make today:
  1. i wish il not be the last person a friend would ask out for dinner,because all the others are busy & hes/shes left with no choice.& maybe hed/shed think ah!keay hoon of course.she has no social life!
  2. i wish ppl do call me for no reason,like call me so that they can chat & laugh with me,not ask me for the timetable,for stuffs to bring, for the location of their samsung phones.same thing for sitting beside me.
  3. i wish ppl say & do wad they mmean, & keep their mtfu promises,so il kick my bad habit that everyones getting irritated with.that is,to doubt everyone around me n start whining bout it.
  4. i wish i really am myself, in front of everyone else.
  5. i wish for a miracle.

that is all for tonight, i believe wishes do come true, especially mine.

nvm if you call me a naive lil girl who just read her cinderella storybook n belive her prince does exist, as long as i get what i want.

you're exactly my brand of heroine.6:44 AM