Wednesday, October 22, 2008
i shall post on the 2nd day of the freaking elearning which was suppose to be our free day since its marking day u dumbass-s!iv been staring at this screen frm 1 till now..well not totally elearning but still tiring right.neck breaking, eye drying, always error-ing elearning.stupid elearning.
anyway,yesterday.first ever sentosa trip with 3S4s!was fun luhs until last 1/4 of the day.i was moody.like i think maybe pms.cuz i found myself being whiny and irritating and A.S.but no,i was just sad cuz no one cares except lee mmin lol.at least after eileen left.so we swam,hit balls on sand, swam agn, ate ham sandwich with a lil salt, then i went 7 eleven with yx n dyan to get mineral water.but we stayed for longer then expected cuz we ate maggie mee,nasi lemak and tokyo curry rice while the rest dehydrated.& we bought 3 cookies for $2!it was freaking nice.cuz it was sugary and chocolatey.
the wierdest part was having mr tan--the teacher i thought i hate most,teaching me how to play volleyball right with me wearing only a black pants and a black bra -,=' it was dumb and awkward.good thing i was depressed,or i would be worrying bout laughing myself silly.btw,i chewed on sand like 4 times yesterday.but it tasted nice!like grinding sugar bwtween your teeth,just not sweet but salty.haha!ok im wierd but its true.
so i stopped thinking bout how the gang would call me to 'fuck off you fat whiny needy selfish irritating lying self-obssessed bitch!' today,after slping at 10.30 last nite.i think i was too tired to think and function right.so sorry to all those who had to tolerate me.thank you to those who tried their best to not hate me, especially the fat jian yang lol.
you're exactly my brand of heroine.3:29 AM