Tuesday, August 19, 2008
hard to embrace love,to embrace you.
i am so devoted to STEPHENIE MEYER.
thx so much to her for keeping my life interesting haha.at least for the past few days it had.well, of course im gonna get breaking dawn next.her idea of love is so fascinating.but it makes me sad to know it doesnt really exist, that what ppl make of it is a faux.its not that brave i think, humans are selfish. so self-centered, makes me feel disgusted.but we still have to live =((
well at least i have not-so-real but not-that-hard to imagine characters like Spongebob, Doraemon, Mr Bean, Tom, Jerry, Melanie, Bella.they keep me occupied when im sad =(.& plus i like them on my TV screen.that is why i dont switch off my TV often haha.
& some others that are solid evidence that i am still alife, like Eileen, Nicole, Claire, Yong Xiang.the former, more for happy times.we dont get along well when wer both emo.the 3 latter, always lame.always happy,(cept when their results are not that good)they make me laugh at the back of the class during lesson & taught me to snack in class.wer forever laughin with Claire & Nic.Yong Xiang always that fat,happy,bouncy pig.no situation is awkward wit him.always so irritating haha.
i noe ,the former have always no time for me,always so concerned bout everyone,every single thing around her.she can be the main character in the next book of Stephenie Meyer.haix.iv gotten used to it.just not that happy with getting used to it.sometimes,like her,i think more then what im expected to.& then il go into a state of
self-denial.
as always.yeah tis post prolly gross you out, over-dramatic =( must be the aftermath of The Host.
but,sometimes, i really wish i could master the skill of annihilation.
you're exactly my brand of heroine.7:07 AM